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[yolen]

OK, so I got some sleep and ate some food and am no longer feeling rageful. Perhaps a certain amount of emotional exhaustion, but that's nothing new I suppose. It's my own damn fault anyway. I inherited much of my father's temperment; I'll get in emotional tizzies the way he does and do stupid things like actually care about the asshat things others do, meanwhile the people in our family blithely do whatever the hell they want without giving a damn about anyone else (or at least, that's how it damn well seems 90% of the time). Thank goodness the other people in my life aren't like that....and hence do not have to be on the receiving end of the Wrath of Yolen, yargh!! Hahaha.

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[spiralsongkat.livejournal.com]

Glad you're feeling better! When I'm grappling with my own moods, anger is usually a *good* sign: it generally comes after I've spent a while feeling weepy, hopeless, and above all powerless. In those circumstances, anger is my path back into my power -- it propels me into action. (As long as I can keep it from hurting anyone else, at least, which I virtually always can. If I couldn't, that would be a different story.)

[yolen.livejournal.com]

Thanks! I'm glad, too. It wasn't so much being pissed off that was the problem, it was having my negative feelings magnified at least 10 fold by pesky hormones and such. I had to vent, I felt like I was going to explode. But overall I'd agree, anger is preferable to feelings of weepy hopelessness. Of course, too much anger and that can bite you in the ass as well. Ah, life. :)

[onecrazymother.livejournal.com]

glad you are feeling better!

and I hope your dad's biopsy comes out OK

[yolen.livejournal.com]

Thanks on both counts! :)